entire journal private. fics, pics, icons and recs can be found at rememberbefore. everything to do with her tortie cat can be found at piratemerry.

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please note being flocked had nothing to do with any recent kerfluffle but has been in place since 2005. I will continue to be friends locked for the foreseeable future do to some unsavory run-ins with an anonymouse turned sockpuppet who doesn't like het fic.

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I thought I might post something here about why this is friends only, as I know it's somewhat hard to judge someone by a blank journal. But we all have our reasons, if only because everyone else is doing it.

Mine's a bit more complicated and runs along the lines of 'my life has enough fucking drama, plzkthx'. Because sure as shit, it does. At work a day doesn't go by with out drama, of the large scale call the fucking police or some shit like that. And you can't go to a school, college or otherwise, and not find drama, because everyone and their brother seems to be fucking someone over and damn if I don't get sick and tired of it all.

And, really, I don't want any here, at all. This is one place I'm actually me, and I don't want to have to worry about saying the wrong thing and having it blow up in my face like a fucking h-bomb, decimating me and everyone else and making us hate each other (not that this works, but you know, it's worth a try).

It's not like I don't have several different groups of friends, and it's not like I don't filter things. Because I do. Especially stuff that you just don't want anyone you know in real life to know because, fuck, who knows who will say what to who? And it's not that I don't trust you, if you're not in that group, but I know these people aren't not who they say they are, because you just can't fake being a hanson fangirl. It's got to be fucking impossible.

So my journal is flocked and yeah, that means that you might friend me and be like "what the fuck is this girl about?" but, I guess, that's a chance you'll have to take. I can say that I'm weird but that I'm normaler-weird than some. And I can say that I really try not to start any drama, and that when I feel the need to bitch about some stupid fuck, I have other ways of doing it that to their face.

So my lj's flocked. Yay or Nay, I don't give a damn. It happened and I don't see it unhappening soon.

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As of August 2007:
I hate to sound like a bitch, but from now on you must comment to be added or have talked to me somewhere else.

As of January 2010:
For the love of all that is holy, read before you friend, people. If you want my fic, don't ask me to add you for it. It's already completely open in rememberbefore. This is my personal journal, so when you ask to be added, you should want to get to know me and not my fic. this is what is known as the "if you cant read I am not friending you" policy. Please be advised.